Perlukah berubah?

Perlukah berubah andai hati tak mahu?

Perlukah berubah andai rasa tak perlu?

Perlukah berubah demi si dia?

Agar hidup kekal bersama...

Perghhhhh!! Jiwang giler ayat kat atas ni! Mane saye cekau?? Hellooooo.. see the leg laaa.. name pon sang pencinta.. if x reti bermadah pujangga baik tuka je name tu.. hahahah.. lawak2.. jgn kantoi ngn org len pasni sudaaa.. huhuhu..

Manusia takutkan perubahan.. btul ke? Adakah saye takutkan perubahan? Mmm.. well, it depends.. perubahan yg macam mane? Berubah menjadi yg lebih baik ke yg lebih buruk? If org kementerian kata lepas ni kitorang punye bekalan elektrik takkan dibekalkan 24jam seperti selalu, then nak wat camne? Itu perubahan yg menyakitkan tapi terpaksa lah kita tempuhi.. skang pon dah diduga dgn elektrik 6jam je (catuan sementara bekalan baru sampai)... walaupun cam derita sket, tp itu semua dugaan yg perlu ditempuhi dan perlu dijadikan pengalaman...

Tapi, apa pula reaksi kite bile org yg plg disayangi mengatakan banyak lagi bende pd diri kite yg perlu kite ubah.. seriously?? How would u react to such words? Melenting? Marah? Or just terima saje?? Do we really need to change just to satisfy our loved ones? Adakah begitu banyak celanya diri kite ni di mata dia? Ataupun apa yg dia ckp tu main2 je? Ntah la… hearing such words probably can make people burst in anger but if we can think rationally, I guess it wouldn’t harm us if we look back and took sometime to evaluate ourself..

merenungi...

I also want to change into a better person for him. It has always occurred in my mind whether I’m good enuf for him. Tp bukankah percintaan itu bermaksud menerima seseorang itu seadanya? I’ve accepted him as who he is and would it be too much for him if he just accept me as I am? Nobody’s perfect rite?? but he’s always the perfect person for me.. tiada yang kedua.. he’s the only one... and I hope, I’ll always be the one for him.

Orang kata dlm setiap perhubungan pasti ade dugaan.. ada saja yg menguji kesabaran or kesetiaan kita pada si dia. Setiap hari saye berdoa agar perhubungan yg dijalinkan ini kekal hingga ke akhirnya.. Ya Allah, berkatilah kami dan kuatkan la semangat hambaMu ini untuk menempuh setiap dugaanMu.. Amin...

Sang pencinta undur diri dulu.. Wassalam...

surprise? terkejut? terkujat?? (terpakse jd part 1 dulu)

OPOCOTTTT!!!

hehehe... sape sukekan surprise? saye suke jugak.. dulu2 mase blaja suke gak join geng2 wat surprise utk kwn for their bufday.. kejutkn malam2 la.. baling tepung la.. mcm2 la.. best kan surprisekan org.. tp jgn le wat surprise smpi org tu kene heart attack lak.. itu nk membunuh namenye.. wat surprise yg lite2 n wat sumthing that can make them smile.. love it when u see ur loved ones smiling whenever u do sumthing for them.. suke kan? hehehe..

nape saye tetibe nk cite psl surprise ni? hehehe... actually mlm td got a surprise from him.. he emailed me a song which truly dedicated to me.. hearing his voice in the song make me realized how i miss him rite now.. tp xpe.. lagi 2 minggu je lagi nk jumpe.. walaupun sekejap, asalkan terubat rindu pon ok dah.. (gedik jugak haku neh isk3).. down here is a lil' bit of the lyrics (my most fav part).. xleh byk2.. kang kene saman la kang.. lagu x release lagik... huhuhu.. takut2..

~ kau ku panggil kasih... dulu dan selamanya.. tidakkan berubah.. perasaan ini ~

huhu.. me too! kasihku padamu x kan berubah.. hep! enuf2.. kang mengundang sedey lak kang.. mood saye baik harini.. hehehe.. ok.. then another surprise dat i mentioned earlier on my previous entry was a surprise for my couz, Aidah on her wedding. since i can't make it to her wedding, i've sent 100 cupcakes for her (utk dibuat sum sort of a wedding favors laa).. tempah cupcakes tu from my dearest fren, makbee.. my sis fetched it for me n mak bwk gi majlis nikah Aidah smlm.. hopefully she loved the cupcakes. that's the only thing that i can do for her since i can't make it to her wedding.. Congrats to Aidah n her hubby, Fendi.. Semoga jodoh berkekalan dan bahagia hingga ke akhirnya.. InsyaAllah..

ni le rupe cupcakenye.. hampeh tul.. my bro snap ngn hp die.. erk... kantoi suda lapik meje mkn umah saye.. hehehe... tema cupcake: lilac & creme.. still comey tho..

my couz, Aidah n her hubby... u look sooo beautiful, girl! baju pon tantekkk! pic taken from kak rin's fb.. :p

tetibe nk benti takat ni dulu kan.. huhuhu... cam penat la nk taip (lapar sbnrnye...).. letrik plak takde.. so, cam pns la jugak ni... so, another cite psl 'surprise' ni i'll post it in my next entry.. sang pencinta undur diri dulu.. trulululu~

I'm starting a new blog..

3rd july... seems like a good date to have a fresh start on my lil' journey of my life... hopefully dpt share some of my thoughts on my journey of becoming a bride.. bile tu? dun have the exact date yet but insyAllah it will be in 2011... the nearest event approaching is my engagement.. it just 2 months away.. so, maybe ade nk cite2 sket psl preparation & ideas for my engagement.. mcm susah sket nk show peparations coz i'm living quite far from my family.. the place is sooo remote and u can't even find it in the map... duhhh! what a life! tp xpe.. as long as my abang ingat kat i slalu, then it will be ok... arghhh!! missing him already! hushh! enuf of it! so,let the journey begins... =)